Double 2, 01071987, Family, Babygirl Andrea, Gucci and Guess. Short and sweet yet easy to understand.
I know people love me. And one of them will be you ( ).
Its not late to leave.
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I know you obviously hate this but Im enjoying it.
SHIFTED.
The magical sentence you shall all click.
P/S: Blog shifted, MSN changed.
Some can hate me, cus Ive never liked you.
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So finally blogger allows me to upload all my picts, bitch! Singnet is already a big headache, and now followed by blogger. WTF. Yesterday was my check-up and this time round I heard Babygirl Andrea's heartbeat. That was awesome, interesting, lovely and whatever positive words you can fill up with. I really cant wait for my EDD even though Im a really coward person when it comes to pain.Most of the time I feel my stomach is so heavy that its so hard moving here and there. Im really very heavy now. And hubby is asking me to turn back time to those dating days when I was really very slim. Imagine being a petite 43 - 45 kg girl, I can shoot up high to 61kg now. And during every depressing moment when I thought bout my weight, Ill tell myself its worth it for the sake of Babygirl Andrea. How brave eh!
Few days back, I met an old pal of years. He bought me orange saree when he was in India and when he learnt I was pregnant, he got me a handbook for childcare. So we met up awhile and he passed me the stuffs. Thank you. =)
And inside the saree, it was covered partially with papers from India. Ive never seen papers from India before so, I took picts of it. LOL!
Nothing much to blog bout. Just hope that I can slim down after giving birth. And right now, I gotta wait for that junior's call before meeting her to pass her her books. -.- --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Why do I often think of the past and hoping so much that I could replay every bad outcomes and make it better? I always think I can make things better if there are retakes in life, who dont? And why do I miss those really materialistic lifestyle like spending money without a second thought (shop till drop), boozing every weekends (the 3Ds - drink, drank, drunk), hanging out with the favourite people in my life, late nights everyday, going round and round sg infinity times in a car and so much more activities. I dont even have to worry much bout anyone and I def have my fullest fun. Ive so much to achieve, esp when Im single. I havent mature, I feel. Sometimes I just cant accept that Im married. I told hubby that if God didnt create this path for me in life, I know I would def change love partner after him. Its not that our bonding is not strong, its just that I believe I can make much more choices in life. And initially I admitted to him I just wanted to fling with him instead of having a r/s.
But anw, being with kenny as his girlf for months (only), I really enjoyed much (substracting his flaws). I got to open up to him more than any ex boyfriends I had. And there is something he should be very proud of, I know Kenny is someone who is willing to spend a huge amt of money on me to see me smiling like a babygirl. He dont mind life gets hard for him as long as Im enjoying my life to the fullest. So most of the time, he'll keep me from the dark bout the things he suffered silently. This is one of the reason why Im so reluctant to give up on him at times. And hubby, do you remember how we used to be? How much I used to accept your everything like you accepted mine? How much we tried to change to adapt to each other's lifestyle even there wasnt a need to? Remember how youll work hard to feed me and get me nice stuffs? And how lovely it was for you to wait for me in school just to have breakfast, lunch and dinner tgt with you? Many times we hurt each other because we love too much. You wont get me affected if I dont love you a single bit at all. But because when I love you, you took my love for granted. I know this is human's nature but I cant be accepting it blindly. I always wanted us to be like how we used to be, right from the start. Those were the times when you really care for me, putting me your first priority and respect me as the woman in your life.
I know I cant change fate and Ive to accept it. So I should do it willingly. Ive to accept that Ive got nobody to call a boyf but husband now. Ive to accept that Im no longer Miss but Mrs (which I feel so old bout it). It takes two hands to clap. Its really hard to adapt to changes at times and I admit we'd our hard times too. I know people think that my marriage is shit and worthless, but youll never know how much you need to go through, to change and adapt to changes when youre somebody's wife. Ive my experiences but never you, so stop talking shit.
The other day I told mom bout the friends I met in life. Some wear mask, some have got no sincerity at all, some are out to compete me in life, some put me to the last when they expect me to put them first, some are out to pin point me, some get close to me in order to gossip bout my life stories with others, some made use of me, some spent my moolahs like they deserved it, some are cheapskates but they expect the best from me, and some talk shit behind my back thinking theyve got the best in everything in life. Mom adviced, fuck these friends off my life. And Im doing it now.
It doesnt matter how much fun Ive to substract in life even though I really miss those days. It doesnt matter how much I prefer life being single so much and am so hard up for it. It doesnt matter how much responsibilities I have for now. It doesnt matter how much others wanna talk bout me in a negative way. It doesnt matter Im Kenny Lua's wife. But what matter most is, Im really very proud to be a mom of Babygirl Andrea. And for her, for my own family, Im gna strive for the best.
And today, I love my man, my babygirl and my life.
Like a hardcore kisser to your lips.
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Hello peeps, last night was awesome. I prepared porridge for supper again. Im so addicted to porridge these days, I dont know why. The weather is really bad too and Ive got so much rashes around my neck that Ive to apply cooling powder everyday and night. :( I enjoyed my Sunday by going to the nearest mall with my mom, sis and cousin. I bought quite a number of stuffs and some were paid by Momi. Thanks Momi! Surprisingly, Courts have a sofa bed by the name of "Amelia" and sis bought it. Will be delivered in 2 weeks time. How lovely!
And because my EDD will be in mid Sept (Alright I know Sept is coming and Im so scare), mom adviced me not to buy anymore clothes or shoes for now. So I bought other useful stuffs instead. Yes, I begin to like pink and white more for now. Thanks to Babygirl Andrea. Most of her stuffs are either white or pink and whenever I shop for her stuffs, Ive to set my eyes on these 2 colors and now, black no longer comes in first for me that often anymore.
Oh yes, presents are piling up.. The following people (names listed below) please set a date and venue (to my convenience) to collect your belated birthday presents. Or else, Ill just use it myself. Lastest will be till Oct after my confinement but still accommodating to my convenience. Thank you!
- Jasline
- Azlindah
- Alicia
- Elaine
So, whats for supper tonight? ^^
Before I end my post, let me intro you girls some good deals/stuffs again. JL is offering panties and bras at a very reasonable price (sorry not as cheap as what youve got from BKK though). If you like fanciful bras like this, you should go visit JL outlets. =)
And some kiosk offer products like this to remove facial hairs. $3.90 only, go get yours. =)
Nivea's anti-shadow eye cream which will help you reduce your dark circles. Go get yours at $14+.
I dont know bout you girls, but I def like this mask and Ive been buying it again and again from Sasa. I feel superb after every use.
But that doesnt applies to hubby. =x
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Youre the deepest regret in my life.
I swear.
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Someone's text message caused me to tear. Its like, finally a day Ive been waiting for. The first person I thanked was, Jesus. God is gr8. I hope good moment like this will never turn sour at all. Most of the time spent at home, accompanying both my family and hubby. Sometimes I feel friends are drifting apart from me and part of the reason is, we all dont share the same interest anymore (or maybe I lose interest in the things that I used to do before marriage). Now I understand why Ill rather stick to friends who are married or with kids, least they understand my life now.
Oh yes, dishonest people are such a sucka. Especially the cab uncle who drove me down to IMM yesterday. He went the wrong way, but he charged me the amt shown on that bloody meter. Yes, I know hes earning for a living, but Im saving for my babygirl Andrea. I dont like you, uncle!
Today's Friday and I dont feel like it is. Im thinking of tonight's supper... glutton, I am, I know. Last night I prepared porridge for hubby. I bought all the preserved food for him to go along with the porridge and to my surprise, he finished up everything. :) He made me feel appreciated.
Enjoy the weekends, babies! =)
Love my blings from HK.
A plain white calculator which worth only $2.
So I played with it with the skin and crytals I bought too.
My headbands, bohemiah headbands, rubber bands, hair clips and etc, which I all neglected were nicely packed already.
The lil tiny mini hive at the back, on ma head.
The cheezy face.
Peace to ma eyebags and fatface.
14th today.
The particular's husband and wife day.
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Hi all, since Ive got nothing better to do. Ill take this time to introduce my 2 favourite new toys.
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SO, first on the list will be, Neutrogena Wave (power cleanser).
Ive bought it a long time ago, but Im using it only for like, once a week. The outcome is awesome! It really smoothens my skin and clears all the dirts accumulating on my face. All thanks to the heavy make-ups and dirty air. Its easy to use and you can take this opportunity to massage your face with the vibrating moves. Trust me, this little cool device def worth your moolahs, ladies! I love Neutrogena products, most of the time.
Next, Watsons Bristle Bath Brush (SGD $7.95).
Ive got smoother skin now with this wooden brush. Its not painful (for me) even no matter how much force I used when I scrubbed my bod. I feel so clean with it. P/S: Im not trying to say Ive got dirty bod all the time. You can now start scrubbing out those unwanted shit that remains on your skin.
So what are you waiting for now?
Go and buy the toys!
Anw, Im wondering if anyone is kind enough to teach me how to cure dry lips. :( Share with me the bestest toy of yours too, can?
Today is a lazy Tuesday for me. Mom bought my favourite kueh kueh again.
And yes, people who have the same hairstyle like me (concave), please use this type of comb:
So you can stop your back ends from curling outward.
Hungry now leh, how? :(
Dinner dinner please be quick!
Lastly, Today's 11th.
Why is this somebody becoming a senile person most of the time?!
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